I had a dream early this morning - Sam Milby was my boyfriend #2 What's weird was that he was running after me all way while I was holding a piece of paper like a reciept or something. It was pretty vague. I don't know if he was chasing after me because he was begging me to be his gf or he was after the paper. I'm not sure. When he caught me, I said "yes" to him. Then I asked Sam (sheesh! I don't feel like saying that name), "What about my other boyfriend?" or somewhere in that line and he kinda sounded like he doesn't care (oh diba ang haba ng hair ko *rotflmao*). Talk about being a two-timer XD
Then suddenly, Mike's phone alarmed and I woke up. In my mind I was like "wtf, boyfriend ko si Sam Milby?"
Somebody sent me this image to my Friendster and I find it cute, sweet and morbid. Since the source of the image came from a website that has random images in it, I searched the net for the original artist and found them in azuzephre (ah-zoo-zef-feer) by Jeff Thomas. The blue character is named Zi and the yellow one Pon. Here's another site - Azuzephre's Pon and Zi
I was bored and home alone. So I decided to go to SM and buy me self some stuff since I got half of my pay already. First on my list was to buy a couple of new thongs. Wala lang. I just want new ones. Then I bought a denim bag even if I hate bringing stuff when I go outside. It's just that I have none if I need to bring something with me. Then I finally bought this rubber boots at Gozum. Hindi bota ha! Imagine a high boots turned into a rubber shoes. I don't know what it's called so I called it rubber boots XD I think it goes well with my mini skirt. Yes. I have and wore a mini skirt once. I'll shop again some other time. I don't want to spend all my money XD
It's nice to buy things for myself again. I miss shopping.
Ito si Chino. Nag meet kami through RF Online. Una kaming nag kita nung first EB ng RF online sa Absinthe. Kung hindi dahil sa kanya, hindi namin mabubuko si Azrael Griever. Wag nyo nang itanong kung sino yung a-hole na yun. Anyhoo, simula nung nag hold ng EB ang RF, palagi kaming kasama so palagi kaming nagkikita. Dun na kami naging magkaibigan.
Si Chino ay feeling na lalake. Feeling nya cute sya, gwapo sya, mabait sya... lahat na ng magandang katangian ng lalake feeling nya nasa kanya. Pero ok lang. Kasi ako feeling ko babae ako eh. Pag lumalabas kami, palagi nya akong ni-li-libre kahit nakalabas na pera ko. Oh diba feeling mayaman.
Swerte ako at nakilala ko sya kasi tanggap nya na retokada ako. Tinuturing parin nya akong babae at nirerespeto kahit ganito ako. Muntik na nga ako mahulog sa kanya pero hindi nya ako type eh. Kaya eto. Friends nalang daw kami. Ok lang at least kasama ko parin sya.
At ngayong kaarawan nya, binabati ko sya ng isang maligayang kaarawan. Nawa'y matanto mo na ang kaligayahan na minimithi mo. Sana makakita ka ng TUNAY na babae na mag mamahal sayo...
Congratulations to Philippine R.OS.E Online site for winning the games category of the DigitalFilipino Web Awards 2007. Syempre congrats din kay *ahem* Mr. Paul Micheal Togle, design-developer of the pROSE website, for another job well done :D
Last night, I finished God Of War II. Bitin yung ending! Kainis >_< Kratos went back in time for the second time where The Gods were killing all the Titans, brought Gaea and the other Titans in the present and climbed Mt. Olympus. Yun lang! BITIN! There should be God of War III!
I'm quite pissed my Friendster profile. At first, they had testimonials. Then they added comments. Now they merged the two! It's so messed up! So... here's my multiply account XD
Currently, I'm overly addicted in playing God of War II. This is the first time I played this title. Aside from the obvious fact that Kratos is imba (killing hordes of monsters alone), he shows no compassion over human (well as far as it shows in the game), his stunts are impressive, full of blood and gore, he's brutally feisty, knows how to treat the female specie (bends them until he literally snap them in half),a Spartan, and... he's bald! Hahahahaha!!!! Graphics and gameplay are superb.
Yesterday, I went at Mike's to accompany them to the airport coz his mom's leaving for Dubai. I finally met his grandparents. Tuwang-tuwa sila sa akin kasi nakita na daw nila ako sa wakas. Ayun XD Nakakatawa yung lolo nya kasi one time habang nanonood kami ng tv, nakakatulog na pala sya. Tapos nung sinabi ng mom nya, "tay, nakatulog na kayo". Bigla syang nagising and said, "hindi ah! Ayan oh wowowee pa!" Hahaha!
Then I gave his mom her bracelet I made. Timing nga eh kasi naputol yung bracelet na gamit nya (of which I secretly wished XD). Too bad I don't have my cam with me anymore. I think it's really nice. Looks classy XD
Keith pmed me earlier updating me about my interview at Game Magazine. Dami na palang comment. Well it started of with this Moscos guy who reacted violently coz I insulted his oh so favorite game, Granado Espada hahaha! Tapos he started promoting the game by leaving email addresses where they can get the game in MY SECTION. Walang modo no? Can't he just search for any GE related interviews or articles tapos dun sya mag promote or BEG for his own interview. So desparate. Panalo talaga yung nagsabi na mukha akong katulong
Generally, you're an average woman, with average moods. But sometimes... well, watch out! Sometimes, you let your mean side get the better of you. And you enjoy every minute of it.
Girl, you are nothing but trouble. And that's hot. You've got the classic bad girl sexiness mojo going on. And your badass attitude makes men fear you - and crave you. Don't give into people who say to tone it down. You're perfect as is.
Weee!!! My item combination guide is already hitting 250+ views everyday and now has a total of almost 35k views since October 2006. Wish ko lang ganyan din sa blog ko ahahaha!!! On second thought...
Usually pag ihahatid ko si Mike palabas ng subdivision namin, walang ilaw yung mga lamp post sa phase namin kaya madilim. Aba! nung nag start ang election, may ilaw na! At akalain mong nagpagawa pa ng poso malapit sa labas ng street namin! Ano 'to? Parang yung sa mga probinsya na walang malinis na tubig na naiinom? Hindi naman sila masyadong obvious na pagdating ng eleksyon eh dun lang sila may gagawin?!
Wag na kayong magtaka kung hindi ako bumoboto twing eleksyon. <_<
Yes, yes. I know. Some of you may wonder why I haven't been online for the past days. That's because i was so effing sick. And add to that 4 days of no bath (imagine my hair - long and thick!), I only brushed my teeth 2 times (I can't lift a finger.), I was always sweaty and taste buds malfunctioned (drinking water is like drinking an ampalaya juice and I don't like ampalaya). The sickness itself is like less than half of the whole package. It's appaling! Thank gawd Mike's there and his mom's really nice and very caring. Oh and to their helper. His mom me and their helper have this bonding moment starting 6:30 in the morning hahaha!!!
And I was thinking about it, I think this was my first time that I got sick really bad and it's been years.
Just dropping by to let you know that I'm still alive but to top it off my back is aching, my head hurts and I can feel in my nasal that my breath is warmer.
It's hard to get rid of un-invited thoughts. *lol* "Now where did that come from?"
It's like your mind is clear focusing on what you're doing then the next thing you know, you're thinking of it, "Hey! You sneaky little thought!" It's pretty annoying. Once you get rid of it, it'll come back after a few. When you scrounge yourself for a reason naman, you can't find any! You'll be honest to yourself and ask yourself questions but answers isn't enough or doesn't make sense to suffice the reason why you keep on thinking about it. Am I still being dishonest?
You think of cutting yourself from the "tangible" source but that would be unfair to them not unless IF you tell them the reason. If you opt to tell, it'll be hard avoiding it since you encounter them almost everyday!
I know I'm not making any sense and it's best to leave it that way. I'm just airing my thought. I hope this won't be long.
I was suppose to go to my 'rents' place with my sister but my bladder acted up again while I was about to sleep. I was so irritated and annoyed coz I can't sleep properly. I had to go back and forth from my room to the bathroom and it was so painful. T_T Then maybe I got tired of it after i-forgot-how-many times and I fell asleep.
I can't believe I'm going to talk about this. But what the heck. Narrow-minded? Out!
*ahem*
I was reading one of Chino'sentry when I read this...
Even though my Mama know that I’m not a religious catholic, unlike before when I was still in highschool and inside the seminary, is now actually an agnostic and one that doubts the very existence of God,
We both, somehow, share the same idea. I sorta doubt the existence of God. 50/50. This is the reason why I don't like partaking in discussions regarding religions and stuff. You might prolly say that there's the Bible to prove His existence. Erm.. yeah. The Bible is written by men and up to this date there are like hundreds if not thousands of versions of Bible nowadays...you get the drift.
I'm not really asking for proofs nor looking for one. It doesn't really matter coz even if He exist or not, nothing will change in me. I'm happy for who I am. For me, I don't think you need somebody else just to be good. What actually saves people is their faith not God. God is just a stimulus. It's like the placebo effect. I watched somewhere that doctors in this hospital were giving "fake" medicine to their patients. After a few weeks or so, those patients who were taking fake meds got better. The fake medicine is God (hey I'm not saying God is fake alright!) and the belief that they're going to be alright (because they're taking the medicine) is the faith these people have.
And please, please spare me the thinking like I'm some kind of anti-christ or something. There's a difference between going "against" God (they still believe that God exist) and denying his existence ok?
This section of my blog is specially dedicated to one of my close, close friend, Edward (that name is really new to me XD) He sent this coz he dedicate this song to me daw. It's a break up song actually. (Mag de dedicate lang ng song, break up pa >_>)
Pwede ka na mag Americon Idol, babes XD
I know you're in rough time right now. So rough that you want to hang out at the wrong the day. It's MAUNDY THRUSDAY for Pete's sake! Malamang sarado mga bars! *sapok*
*ahem*
Anyhoo, as the chorus goes...
When everythings wrong and nothings going right Just know that I'm not hard to find, So Just say the word and I'll race through the night And I'll be right there by your side
Although I won't rush through the night to be by your side (hello.. dulo-dulo tayo), you know that i'm just a phonecall away. Kahit wag na phonecall, ym nalang. Lumalaki bill mo sa akin XD As much as I, somehow, make you feel a little bit better (I hope), you make feel good din. It's like a double edge sword (naks!). Thank you for needing me ^_____^
And I can't still forget what you said before that made me smile. It's still making me smile. I never thought you're that sweet. Tae ka kasi eh
Don't be too hard on yourself aight, babes? MUAH!
Just Say The World Lyrics (Josh Kelley) Holdin on To your pictures on my telephone And I know that I should let you go But it's hard to break away I ask around And I wonder what you're doing now But I hear that you been going out a little more these days I can't lie That I think from time to time how you're doing Well don't hang up, cuz what I really meant to say
When everything's wrong and nothings going right Just know that I'm not hard to find, So Just say the word and I'll race through the night And I'll be right there by your side (holding on)
Remember when, We were further than you've ever been And I think about it now and then And it takes me to that place When I pretend That I'm better than I've ever been Well at least that's what I tell my friends Cuz' I can't show my face Well I can't lie that I think from time to time how you're doing Don't hang up cuz what I really meant to say
When everything's wrong and nothings going right Just know that I'm not hard to find, So Just say the word and I'll race through the night And I'll be right there by your side (holding on)
It's hard enough to believe in something more than just pretend Just because we both know it's over We can still be friends yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh I can be right there by your side Ooooh I can be right there by your side
Prolly that's one of the lamest question a guy can ask a girl. I remember a guy asked me that and I answered, "Pwede ba kitang basted-in?"
I mean, why do they have to ask the girl where they can do it without asking dabah?
Though personally, I don't like the idea of courting coz the guy only shows his good side making her like him. It's deceiving.
On the other hand, I pity those guys who have to spend lots of effort, time and money just to do that. I know, I know. You'll do everything for the girl. But really, you don't have to. I read somewhere that instead of spending your money to the girl, spend it to yourself to impress the girl. Which is true. Buy clothes, get a haircut, buy perfume.. do the math. In that way, even if you get busted, it's ok XD
Like what I told a friend, let her do her stuff and do yours but don't get in her way. Just be yourself and don't make her like you. Coz if you force to make both ends meet and be together, chances are you won't last long and might end up breaking up. So it's best that you just let her like you for who you really are and not because of who you are only when she's in front of you.
Waaa!!! May pasyon na naman sa tabi namin. Buti nalang wala akong balak matulog ngayon (kailan ba ako natulog ng maaga). Pero last year, grabe! I wasn't able to sleep properly! Parang gusto kong magbato ng bato tapos sisigaw ng "bomba!" para magsi-alisan silang lahat. I'm evil. 'nough said.
-__-;
Bite Marks:
All I can say is..
I agree. I'm not a girl but I do think that it sometimes gets annoying or irritating when a guy is forcing a girl to like him.. and then if he think his not getting any better... he becomes soo very mushy and dramatic. I hate it when guys become like that.
in the end she will learn your bad side too. in my case i always put my worst step forward ... to see if SHE's good enough for me. it's awkward when you're always trying to be someone you're not. kahit gaano pa kaganda yan, at the end of the day, what really matters is if you enjoy each other's company.
parang designer shoe na ubod ng ganda at mahal, pero masakit sa paa at di naman kasha sayo.
Now, she's missing a piece. I'm suppose to name it "hidden messages" because if you noticed, there are scribbles and doodles behind her. This doesn't necessarily reflect me. Wala lang. I just want the mysteriousnes of it. Wahahaha!!!
Akala nyo RFO-PH Boards no? WRONG! It's a private server's boards!!!! Sorry for the caps but...
WHAT THE EFFING HELL IS WRONG WITH THEM?! THEIR GAME IS ALREADY STOLEN HECK EVEN THEIR EFFING BOARDS?! GRABE WALANG PINATAWAD! FROM THE FORUM TITLES UP TO THE SKIN COLOR, ICONS AND IMAGES! WALA BANG NATITIRANG ORIGINALITY SA KANILA?!
Bite Marks:
Answer: wala. Kasi pirata sila e. What do you expect Mai, they've already pirated a game. What's stopping them to stoop lower and pirate an official forum's skin.
OK lang yan, I actually feel flattered na ginagaya ng isang private server ung forums natin. Isa lang ibig sabihin nyan: the damn skins are good.
AT LAST! I'm almost done with the boards!!! Konting kalikot nalang ok na!!!!!
By the way, try mixing powdered (iced) tea like Nestea and Sprite, it tastes good. I actually made that by accident. Akala ko tubig yung nahalo ko. When I tasted it, I thought "Hmm? New flavor?" I checked the pack pero it didn't say any flavor. "That's weird"
Kanina ko lang nalaman na Sprite pala yung nahalo ko XD
Ano bang meron ngayon at parang lapitin ako ng mga taong may problema? Ako ba ang solusyon sa inyong mga problema? It feels good to be needed though.
*goes back to work*
Bite Marks:
I don't think you are a solution but I think you're a good listener. People who are emotionally stressed or just have a problem that doesn't even involve emotions really do need someone to talk to or just someone who will listen to them.
I just got home from a DB Campaign. I didn't get to enjoy it that much coz I was working at the same time.
Well... I have to do some not-so major adjustments but they need to see half of the result by Monday. I don't know how much changes will take place, so I had to start asap.
I don't know what happened except the moves I made.
~ made a charm technique in the middle of the "enemies" making 20+ of them blown away. ~ was clinched by another dragoon-blooded and was unable to move for how many ticks. ~ made another charm technique that makes me "turn" to water and escaped from the "grip" ~ took down another 2 enemies ~ made another charm technique to the solar
Then in the end, it was Rae (Mike) who made the last hit on the Solar.
The story ended when the House of Bells gave us a heros welcome.
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